Helloooo agaiiiiin, I say, hellooooooo again....
Mh... I'm sitting at work right now, and to be just plain honest... I'm SOO not motivated.... so I spend my time looking for Christmas presents online, and looking at old websites I haven't visited for ages but really like.... and that really made me think.... I sort of want a new layout, and I want to be more active and I don't want the infos about me be so damn old (as you see in my LJ profile I'm still 22.... great... haven't changed a thing for nearly 2 years....) that's not something I like... I want mirmingi updated, and I want my surname-URL with a "professional" layout.... something serious.... I want I want I want... yeah... that's it again... when I come home I don't find the time because I'm so busy all the time....
The first thing I'll do to chance is to update you all about what's going on in my life at the moment...
First of all... the Gavin DeGraw concert was great... I drove to Munich on Thursday (13.11.) and arrived there at about 1 PM... I brought my stuff to the hostel I stayed in and went out for lunch... I visited this Asian restaurant again... the one we went to when we were in Munich for the Heroes-cast.... it was awesome once again... a really really cute restaurant with excellent food and quite cheap... then I strolled through the city a little bit... and decided that I can buy everything I find at home as well.... I textmessaged with Mina and we met up an hour or so before the concert started... we visited a little chocolate shop, and drank coffee/tea... it was a lot of fun, and we had some good talks I'd say.... I'm glad that even though it's hard for Mina, that she found something that she really loves to do.... everything will work out fine I'm sure... and you'll be able to visit Japan.. somehow everything will work out!!!
We separated and then I went to the location the concert was in... it was called Ampere - Muffatwerk and when I went in I was really excited because it was REALLY a small club... and while I was looking around choosing the best place to stand I saw a familiar face.... I looked twice and I saw a former colleague from school... actually my "childhood-love".. the one who took part in Starmania over here... and I walked over and tapped on his sholder and said: "Hi!" and he was just staring at me (I see him from time to time when I'm at home not that you think we saw each other after a long time).... I could sort of really read his mind which was going: "Hä?? Moni... I thought I was in Munich.... what the hell is she doing here????"... he was there with his girlfriend and a friend of his... it was really great to see that they were listening to the same music as I do... Gavin DeGraw, John Mayer, James Morrison and Jason Mraz.... I didn't think there were people I know having this combination....
We were standing in the first row enjoying the great concert... Gavin really is pretending to be VERY self-confident... but I think he's not as self-confident as he pretends to be... got me? XDD I could've seen the concert all over again after it was over... it was definitely to short :D.... we were waiting a little and thought that he may come out but he didn't so we left... they drove home and I went back to the hostel I stayed overnight...
The next day I wanted to stay in Munich for a little longer, but I decided to take a look at the Ikea I passed when going to Munich.... so I left early in the morning.... unfortunately I didn't pass the Ikea on my way back so it was all for nothing XD
The thing why I'm so busy all the time is actually all the things I'm responsible for now, and other things Lasse and me are doing together....
You know... he has this habit, of asking me to help with stuff he's doing and planing for the parish and suddenly I'm the responsible person.... that's how I got to be the one who organizes the nativity play and the crafting with the kids for the Christmas market... and the best thing was... I was thrown in without even knowing.. I thought I'm there to lend a helping hand, and suddenly the other women asked me what I had in mind, and what i plan on doing.... how great was that....
So my plan during the week is:
Monday nativity play rehearsal, Wednesday dancing school (which is fun when we have the flow but sucks when one of us has a bad day), Friday crafting with the kids (ok well.. that's over now... just took 2 days, but I still have to finish everything and make more stuff to sell at the market, which will last for 2 whole days next week)
Friday is always Yoga too... which Eva and I go to and enjoy a lot...
Last weekend the confirmands stayed over night in the church hall (not the CHURCH itself but in the hall you know.. .with heating and everything ;D) and we did Karaoke and watched a movie and had a snowball fight... we stayed up until 2:30 AM and had to get up at 7:30 again for breakfast and to clean the church hall up, because the older women had to provide the coffee after the church....
Then there are often activities Lasse has to go to and I'm invited as his girlfriend as well... for example tomorrow is this... I don't even know what it is XD but I have to dress well and come with XD and there is food XDDD I so feel like a cadger... which I'm not, but still... I'm doing NOTHING to get all that food, except for beeing with him, which is not the hardest thing I have to do ;D
What else is there.... I actually applied for another job around here... something I would've loved to do... unfortunately I didn't get it... which threw me back quite a bit, because when I saw the application I thought: THIS is what I want to do..... It was a marketing position, and I would've been responsible for the whole things concerning Web... which would've been SO great but still =(
So I'm in a pretty stupid situation now, since I so don't want to be here anymore... and still have to... I feel so trapped.... but I have to be more active concearning work now because otherwise I'll end up here and die a horrible sad death... nah... not really but still...
I'm thinking of maybe studying again because after 4 years of work you get this scholarship... everyone does... and that would be cool... still I would have to decide what to do... I'm thinking that maybe the things I want to do have nothing to do with graphics at all... maybe there is a field out there that I'm really good at, and that I can do perfectly and that I enjoy doing, but I just don't know that it even exists... finding out what you want for yourself is pretty hard for a "copycat" like me..... let's see... I'll keep you updated on that...
Another great thing... this year we will go to Finland over New Year... we'll stay there from the 26.12 to the 6.1.
Most of the time we will spend in Helsinki, with Lasse's family, but some time we'll either go to Rovanjemi (which is where Santa comes from and which is above the polar-circle) OR we will go and visit a friend of his in Middle-Finland and stay in a cottage near a lake with Sauna and everything... very Finish indeed =D I'm really exciiiiiiiiiiiiited =D
Yeah... in gerenal that's it... or rather I'll have to get back to work after this little essay here XD I hope you're having a great Christmas time.... and hopefully there will be more to tell soon... or at least sooner than last time XD
byebye